Do Not Ever Bring Up The Past

As a Shaman I learned to never dwell into the past. The past is dangerous territory unless you know how to navigate it. If you bring those emotions back from your past. These emotions will effect the here and now, potentially future events too. I am still learning this lesson that way I can grow from it, and not look back so much on then to focus on now. Our past has these scars it creates. Scars that we do not need opened. Unless we are strong enough to overcome the pain from those events. Obtain the energy we need to make that energy part of us.

For those who are not Shamans and simply practice magick as a Pagan or Wiccan. Simply let go of the past, and never speak of it. Unless it is happy moments that bring positive energy. Other than this be wise to not dwell on what will never matter now. Merely focus on the now and everything now has to offer you and those you love very much.

This is a simple lesson anyone can follow.

Your Soul Is The Key To All Doorways

Last night was the first night I ventured into my Akashic Records, viewing a life I had millions of years ago. Because that is how old the continent of Atlantis was. Some may not believe in this ancient continent, but it did exist you can refuse it as much as you want. Yet nothing can smote out its name from existence. The energy still remains much like how Machu Pichu's energy resonates till this day. Just because something is lost does not mean it will be lost forever. Memories of these objects and places still resonate. That is why energy is absolutely important for this exact reason. Energy records information that does not physically exist. Or like how crystals work. Crystals have embedded knowledge of light and healing. Memories can be stored in these crystals. That is how our soul works. We lived in more lifetimes that most have. Depending on who your truer self is. We have these memories in our spirit that has records of all the lives we traveled through.

In my post "Using Your Intuition". Not only can we use our intuition. Looking to our intuition helps us trust ourselves. The more we use this method of trusting ourselves. It becomes simpler to manifest these memories, or energy which guides us to our goal. When we meditate on this trusting guidance. We can do it quicker and with great precision without the need for meditation. The love of my life has explained this to me, and he can quickly use his intuition. Sometimes the message isn't quite clear. That does not stop him though he trusts the message no matter how obscure/confusing the answers become. Once he experiences his answer in the physical world. He is able to form an understanding from his experience.

Your soul is the key to all doorways in existence. It is you who needs to open them by simply asking yourself to.

Vile Vortices And What They Represent

Ever since reading about Ivan Sanderson's information on Vile Vortices. Including the map overlaying where each vortice is located throughout the world. It does make sense in a way because ships and planes disappear within these vortices. Even recovery planes such as the old Martin Mariners one of which vanished while searching for any known signs of the Avengers Flight 19 that also vanished in the same area. None of these planes were found. Ships included. These incidents were said to have been caused by gale force winds which knocked those planes and ships of course. Or even crashed. The most recent disappearance happened October 1, 2015. SS El Faro was off the coast of Bermuda when it sank to the depths. El Faro was missing exactly one month until search crews discovered its remains 15,000 ft below sea level. There were no recorded survivors. Luckily the ship was found but unlike others which disappeared. Nobody knows where these vessels went. If they took shelter in another country, if they were capsized or with the planes they experienced engine failure from the strong winds.

After looking into these Vile Vortices some more it talks about strong magnetic fields. This tampers with the gauges in ships and planes traveling through vortices. After recently watching a video on Youtube about these disappearances a pilot belonging to Flight 19 mentions "The sky looks all wrong here..." This is something that is very interesting indeed. Why would magnetic fields cause the sky to look wrong? Although I do find something interesting. That strong magnetic fields can tear human muscles apart. If these magnetic fields are stronger than this. Planes and ships could be easily destroyed because of this phenomenon.

(https://www.reddit.com/r/askscience/comments/2ujb21/can_a_magnetic_field_be_harmful_to_humans/)

Youtube Video About Ship and Plane Disappearances:
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These areas of interest still intrigue me. I look to learning more about this mystery. Along with those who find them interesting/ mysterious too.

Using Your Intuition

For a long time I was dumbfounded as to how can I use my intuition. It took a couple of years, but it finally clicked after reading a story about Vasalisa the Wise from the book "Women Who Run With The Wolves" by Clarissa Pinkola Estes. In her book she really speaks to the soul about how we can unlock the different parts of our spirit. Teaching us to trust the Wild Woman aspect, have her lead us on our own wild journey. Not only does this help women but it helps men too. Our intuition helps show us what we need to change in order for us to grow. The more we connect to our intuition the better connected we become with ourselves.

People who are not connected with themselves will stay that way. They get too comfortable being disconnected. Creating blocks in their spirit from their emotions. Too many blocks cause issues physically. After following my intuition I could show myself what would happen in different situations. I simply just asked myself saying "I ask myself..." After simply saying I ask myself I continue by asking what is the outcome if I do this or that. Then I am shown the result. The result is very positive or very negative. Then turn around and choose which path to go down to avoid the negative, and keep flowing with the positive waves. My man always says to go with the flow. If I wipe out, get back up, and then continue along my journey. Because he shares his stories of everything he had to overcome to get this far. Especially how he worked his ass of to change just so he could truly be with me. Because who he was before would have treated me very badly. Although I never knew who he truly was until he shared his story with me after moving in with him. He felt talking about it face to face is way more genuine, than talking about it over the phone.

Trusting our intuition and asking ourselves. Nobody else but ourselves on what could we do to change something. Where can we take ourselves in a week, month, or year. Our intuition can show us. Just remember to trust yourself. Ask yourself to lead yourself to your goals.

Fear of Practically Anything

Everybody has fears. Being afraid of spiders, birds, crickets, clowns, bees etc. As for animals in most countries animals mean many different things like death, luck, wealth, love etc. etc. People fear the animal mostly from its negative qualities. The creatures of this world should not be feared *whatsoever. I use to have an excruciating fear of spiders. Because of their long legs, and even how some are so huge. Some can be the size of a bird. Spiders are practically heroes of this world, and nobody is singing no song for them except Shamans. Which I am a practicing shaman. I was taught that every animal we encounter has knowledge they pass down to us as long as we ask them for it. Also as long as we form an understanding of the knowledge they pass along through our spirits. Spiders have the strongest type of medicine. Spiders we know weave webs. Webs that can capture its prey, and they use their webbing to bind up its food. When Shamans speak of a Spider in healing terms. Spiders use their webs to mend what is injured or broken. Sew up the flesh if you get cut. Take away your bruises. Suck out infections.

Spiders do very miraculous acts for the people of this planet. They may look intimidating, and I give them dibs on that. They deserve to look intimidating because they have very strong magick. Snakes too. Snakes also have an intimidating aura about them. Snakes are speakers of wisdom. Snakes also represent rebirth. If a snake is ever to harm you there are enchantments which exist that aid in doing away with poisonous snakes.

Death is considered a fear. Many people fear dying alone, dying too early, dying from cancer or heart attack, being killed by someone. Death should not be seen as "The End". When someone or something dies does not mean they will never come back. Hermetic philosophy reveals that something can exist and not exist at once, because both are one and the same. Waves can rise and fall because both are one and the same. After a person dies does not mean they are gone. They are still here in spirit.

With fear one must overcome anything that brings fear into their spirit. Nobody should have fear in their lives. They must know how to stand fast, and face something head on. Fear is what hinders us from growing and evolving everyday.

Sympathetic Magick

One thing which can be considered a powerful form of magick is Sympathetic Magick. It involves drawing a picture, painting, using a picture taken of yourself/someone else. The energy of these particular pictures or symbols can be used. Say if you end up drawing a smiley face on your hand it draws on happy positive energy, the opposite can happen whenever you draw a sad face or angry face. I am very careful when I use various symbols, specifically ones that draw on different emotions. Pictures of gods and goddesses drawn on the power of those gods and they help you with whatever is asked of them.

I remember drawing a happy face on my husbands left hand, and a sad face on his right hand. After that he felt a weird unsettling energy from it. Because both shared the same amount of energy. All symbols radiate certain levels of energy. Very much like how Om Mani Padme Om is used. Each has different levels of vibration. Each one doing different duties. Chakras are also the same way too. The higher you go there is a difference between the pitch and volume of each chakra.

It took me some time to understand energy, but after a while energy is energy. It exists. It thrives in everybody, and everything animate or inanimate. By using pictures and drawings you are only helping to concentrate that energy to manifest your desires.

This is the only knowledge of energy everybody must know.

Working With a Ouija Board

Last summer my fiancee and I go to a Swap Meet. A lady is selling a Ouija board she doesn't use anymore, or probably never used at all. That is when the fiancee and myself end up purchasing it from her.

I never used an actual Ouija board before. Of course I was excited yet somewhat nervous because I was not sure what to expect. For our first session we were curious and decided to contact Thoth. We asked questions. Then guess what happens......

Nothing....

Nothing happened....

I am like... isn't the oculus supposed to move...???

We even drew a circle to concentrate the energy. Today I am thinking about trying the Ouija board out again. My fiancee told me to use my quartz crystal skull to help increase the connection. Not sure if I will draw a circle, but will do it anyway to keep the energy in my field.

For the spirits I want to contact it will be Gods and Goddesses. Perhaps even my animal totems. Ask them important questions pertaining to my spiritual walk. Ask what path I should go down next. All of the cool, interesting, spirit-filled questions you would ask any higher spirits of knowledge.

I will let you know how things turn out with this attempt.

04/05/2016 Weekly Tarot Card Reading

This is a Tarot card reading for Tuesday April 5th, 2015- Tuesday April 12, 2016

King of Cups (Reversed)

Queen of Coins

The High Priestess

This week has mostly feminine energy caring, motherly, loving. The King of Cups represents sad energy that will be brought on by other peoples viewpoint of you, or how you see yourself. You learn as the week progresses that you love yourself even if you don't always see eye to eye with others. Or if you cannot meet everyone's expectations of you. You love yourself more and more each day. By the end of the week you know how to conquer any given situation which is what I feel from The High Priestess.

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Visualization

Visualization is a technique which helps us visualize our desires. Meditation is good for practicing visualization, because you are manifesting your desires. For example, say you are out of balance with yourself. You decide to take some time and meditate. When meditating you begin to visualize a specific color, flower, animal etc. which is connected with balancing yourself to the Earth. After you meditate and continue visualizing this desire you become more at peace and balanced within. Even balanced physically as well. Keeping balance with yourself is important. It helps in keeping with the flow of everyday, and not letting nothing put you down. Visualizing can aid in creating an inner strength and courage you cannot get from this so called reality. Looking to yourself for this strength is the more effective route to take.

Visualization is super simple and is very helpful as a day to day exercise. Each day visualize something positive. Something which can manifest even change who you are. Manifesting these positive thought forms definitely will make a difference. Manifestation is born from this. The more visualization is done the more stronger it becomes each and every time. You can do it during meditation, or you can sit or lay in a comfortable position. Anything to make these exercises more comfortable. Once you are comfortable and relaxed visualize away. Just nothing negative because negative manifestations are pretty nasty.

I think everybody should use visualization because nobody truly knows how to make any changes to their lives. I do believe there are quite a few who actually do, and proceed to change. Yet there are millions of others who have not tried this technique out. But I know soon enough many others will begin to change using visualization.

Charming Objects

Charming an object or various objects are very simple to do. You can charm objects for any reason at all. As long as you know simple steps in doing so. I for one charmed my Pikachu plushy I got a couple of months ago. Not only does it hold the memory of the night I got it. But this plushy also contains healing energies I placed within it. I learned other ways to heal as well and one was to charm an object. Since charming objects were purely simple to achieve any time of day. I went through with placing the 4 different elements during the first phase of charming. For the next phase I added different colored energies since each energy contains a specific frequency that aids in healing.

First thing you should do before implanting any spirit energies of your own into an object. Take the object and knock out any negative energies, or energies of others that have attached themselves to the object. This way you will not have other energies that are not yours interfering with the energies of healing, protection, love etc. With objects that are not soft in nature, and have hard surfaces I suggest using a feather and gently brush it over  your object of choice. This too helps in removing negative energies and energies of others from interfering as well.

Secondly, Right when you go about charming an object. This is what I have done and it is more effective that not doing it. Also do not forget the object you wish to charm with you. I will explain in a tad bit how you can retrieve the object safely if you forget about it. Cast a circle around you so that the object fits inside of the circle with you. Casting a circle is great for concentrating energy which is why I highly recommend this method when charming objects. Because without casting a circle and charming an object the energy tends to scatter about the room. This is why the circle is very good for keeping all energy in one place.

Note: Not only could you simply ask the elements to place their energies inside of an object. You also can call out to your gods/goddesses, spirits, animal totems you are connected with etc. They all contain specific purposes in which you can place inside of the object.

Note 2: If you forget the object after you cast the circle. You simply just open a door to exit the circle, once you open the door to exit. Retrieve your object. Enter back through the same area you left the circle from. Then seal closed the door again to the circle. It is best to say this out loud as you both open and seal the door.

Envisioning different colored energies is good to place inside of an object when charming. Or ask a specific god/goddess to implant their energy of love, peace, fortitude, sereneness etc into the object. Or any other types of energy you are looking to place within your object. Explain very clearly as to why you are needing this energy placed within your object. It is wise to always explain why you seek to use specific energies from your spirit guides, because this is how effective the energy can become. Specifically with my object I am using for healing. I asked to use those energies for healing, and to heal any ailment that is effecting someone. That the energies I placed within the object will do their healing duties.

Now when someone holds the object I enchanted with healing energies their spirit will go through an internal healing. This internal healing will then work it's way into the physical body. This also helps not only for just healing, but for many other purposes as well.

Charming objects are good for generating that energy you seek to aid in a variety of ways. Just never place negative energies into charming an object, because it ends up creating something that can be very harmful to your spirit. Even the spirit of those who come in contact with it. Always place positive energies into objects to charm them NEVER use negative. Positive gives positive results, and negative gives negative results.

I hope you learn a lot from how to charm objects in a simple setting. This has been very effective for me. I know it will be very effective for you too. :)

Principles of Vibration, Polarity, Rhythm, Cause and Effect, and Gender

For this post I decided to squish together these five principles  since they only require an understanding of each. No action is needed for their understanding currently. Later on I will perform different practices to better master each principle. Once you truly look at each principle including how it works within our universe. Understanding falls into place. My explanations for each principle I will do in a list type of format.

Principle of Vibration: All matter contains vibration within its complex framework. When an object remains still the atoms within slowly vibrates. Taking the aforementioned object and holding it in your hand, then sliding it across a surface increases the vibrations. Both physical and nonphysical beings contain vibration. These vibrations can be heard even felt as long as you remain open to them. Our spirits contain so much vibration it stays unnoticed as if no vibrations occurred.

Principle of Polarity: Everything has two poles much like how Earth has both a North and South poles. Duality plays a significant role. Referring to Light and Darkness how these two sides coincide with each other. Darkness in the Light, and Light in Darkness. Positive and Negative, Happy and Sad, Young and Old. Duality is this constant cycle that cannot be broken. Opposites remain the same yet only differs by degree. All truths you hear are mere half-truths. Everything opposite each other is the same but differs by degree. Everything contains a pair opposite.

Principle of Rhythm: All objects have a systematic rhythm of movement. Back and forth, to and fro, rise and fall, left and right. If you see how a pendulum sways it stays committed to that swinging motion until its stopped and put away. Even waves of the sea how they rise really high then proceeds to crashed own. Our universe is filled with all sorts of rhythm. They are rhythms which cannot be ceased. Vibration contains different levels of vibration/ rhythm. The rhythm as you start from your Root chakra then stop at your Crown chakra. Just by hearing these rhythms the increase of each vibration rise higher than lower.

Principle of Cause and Effect: With every cause an effect follows. Every effect has a cause. A grand example is whenever you write a piece of work (cause), then a group of people enjoy what you wrote then begin to share your work with more people (effect). With how these people share your writing (effect) a series is planned out in order for your writing to expand (cause). Another example involves a business project you completed recently for a presentation (cause). This business project deals with new technology trying to hit the consumer market. Your project blows away the senior VP and President of the company, then decide to put your plans into effect (effect). In any action you take on a spiritual journey, in your career, or life in general will have an effect which turns into a cause.

Principle of Gender: Gender is contained inside of everything both physical and non-physical. All objects have its Masculine and Feminine principles. Both principles work every moment of each passing day. These two principles work not only in the physical realm but also Mental and Spiritual planes too. Different forms of creation happening physically, spiritually, and mentally could not be possibly without the Principle of Gender. Masculine manifestations contain a Feminine part, and Feminine contains Masculine properties, This is how both Males and Females were created equally. It has been this way for thousands of years. Men are not superior over Woman, Women are not superior over Men. Both remain equal now and forever.

With the help I provided to you in understanding these principles much better. I know everything will help create a perception of existence. I indeed have taken a lot of understanding by studying each principle. Many others shall receive this knowledge too.

Power

Along my spiritual walk I learned about power, and in what ways power can help or create negative situations. Not only did I have to learn more of who I am. I also needed to learn everything involving the power cradled within my spirit. One power I used most of the time is writing. There were all sorts of people who had blogs, books, and articles surrounding things that were learned or experienced. I never really voiced my opinions, experiences, or anything I learned with others. Mainly because during high school even some time after graduation I knew what I said would never matter. When I started blogging a few years ago I knew that time arrived where I knew a lot had to be shared. Now I realize my passion for writing what I love, just flows through my spirit out onto the pages of my journal.

Writing is not my only power. Spiritual power has indeed proven to help me aid others. One is by healing, another involves guiding them down the right path, even being a motherly type figure. A few times I did curse some individuals. It wasn't done randomly or out of spite. Cursing can be done to teach someone lessons they should remember every day of his/her life. Abusing my power is something I would never think of doing. Power I believe should be used anytime it seems necessary. One who abuses power they possess will encounter many negative scenarios in return can end their life or life of another. Power is a very serious matter any leader must NOT take lightly. Power is fragile similar to snowflakes. Viewing abilities currently present should require analyzing all possible outcomes he/she will encounter after that ability has played its role. From my experiences I am positive many others experienced as well. People we know such as friends/family end up having a hard time accepting our choices we made for ourselves. We all know our inner selves not to forget the purpose endowed on each of us. It's our decision on how every action is displayed. Even when using our power to change certain aspects of our life.

There are a few people who helped me adapt, and grow more into my truer self. All of them explained how Karma is highly involved in everything done via our powers also actions taken. Karma works everywhere although many won't be aware of Karma's workings. We all have power within us we just need to gather better understandings of how to use them. If we end up going out into the world guns (not physical guns) blazing many people will not take too kindly to us.

All power you can think of either through writing, singing, hunting, fighting etc. Must be taken from a different approach then applied to a newer less intense one.

Need The Right Keys....

With all of the seals and sigils I have used to unlock doors to different knowledge. I do enjoy all of this knowledge given to me, even applied many of these facts to my spirit. Turning to various spirits from both the Light and Darkness roved rather useful thus far. These seals/sigils do in fact provide a lot of insight My questions surround around the keys I believe can help boost my subconsciousness. This boost in my inner memory can help me remember more of my truer self. There are keys connected to my home which no longer exists now, and is beneath tons of water. Reasons for this ancient place that fell I am hoping to find out soon.

Angels plus a few demons I invoked do know all of the actions taken that later on caused Atlantis even Lemuria to fall. The Watchers themselves watched how both ancient civilizations thrived, how advanced they were, even the great amounts of peace all inhabitants felt. Looking to angels, fallen angels, even The Watchers I strongly feel answers will be given to me from them. Day after day I constantly think so hard...trying to remember all of those people I knew, places I visited, buildings traveled to and from. It does get tiring yet I continue down this path. There has to be more of these keys somewhere. Possibly in places I never attempted to look nor thought of looking.

Somehow these answers I sense are staring me right in the face. Sooner or later I am hoping these answers reveal who they are.

Cosmology

Cosmology is a practice using energy emitted by stars. Each star helps with an aspect of your spirit you seek improvement for. A few stars I had work within my spirit include Ardra, Punarvasu, and Krittika. Some star energy can be felt except for the star energy your spirit becomes use to. This is when no energy is felt within the spirit. Stars combine together energies of one, or more ruling planets here in our solar system. As those planets combined energies help increase its effectiveness to get all of their work done easily.

Ardra the first star I invoked after I drew its sigil. Energy had not been felt for a good 10-15 minutes after Ardra's invocation. The energy waves of Ardra at first were small only lasted a few seconds. As I became more exposed to Ardra's energy waves they were much longer and more intense. All of the energy subsided after Ardra completed its work. Punarvasu "the star of renewal" the second star I chose next after Ardra. Punarvasu I attempted to invoke in the middle of the afternoon. This was just to see if star energy could be felt during the day. Punarvasu's energy wasn't felt whatsoever. I decided to wait later on at night to attempt in calling Punarvasu again. After invoking Punarvasu a second time. I began waiting to see if I felt waves of energy, but Punarvasu had no energy to feel. Feeling Ardra's energy a few days ago has made my spirit use to energy emitted by stars. Hence this reason for not feeling Punarvasu's energy.

Krittika appeared to be the same way as Punarvasu. I invoked Krittika yet energy is not felt either. Once a spirit is use to certain types of energy. It ends up not being felt once the same entity or the like is invoked. I do plan to work with more stars and see how each works out. Experiences will continue to be recorded.

Principle of Correspondence- Phase 2

Currently with this next phase I have only been able to retrieve so much information and knowledge. I am still working with this principle so I can become more aware of knowledge I can share with others. The higher the awareness the more information that is presented.  That awareness can then be accessed at any time day or night. Which is a pretty interesting ability to have. If you need something to learn about you never looked into before. You can access the state of awareness to provide you with that information. With information I tried obtaining myself included the fall of Phenex, and the other fallen angels at the time the Fall took place. Other fallen angels are available to show this event take place. Not to forget there are angels who have this readily open to sharing with those who call to them. Last night I looked more into what the panther spirit has taught me involving the Art of War. Now that she is gone I looked to Master to see what he could teach me. The information was pretty fuzzy and could not really pick up on anything. Tonight I plan to ask again in order for the answer to be clearer.

There are plenty of higher dimensional beings with much information that is readily available to anybody. I do know there are books talking about Angels, Fallen Angels, The Watchers, and other various spirits. Spirits many never knew existed. As long as I continue in increasing my spiritual awareness. I am pretty positive within the passing weeks I can obtain more information I will then learn from. Also apply to my life. Waiting is not as hectic as it use to be, but I have grown to be more patient so the waiting period is not so bad. This phase does take a little time to take full effect. Similar to how the first phase worked.

As I begin to obtain more knowledge I learn from using this principle. I will proceed to share anything else I experience along the way.

Doubt

Doubt is a feeling we have all felt in our lives growing up. Even have people who put us down for being who we are. Self-doubt would arise to where we begin thinking we are not good enough for a particular job, person, or hobby we enjoy doing. Doubt can become very degrading even starts to eat away at all of our emotions. We try our best to be happy but someone/something causes us to feel a lot worse than before. I am not going to be that individual that says " is no reason to be doubtful...", because you experience scenarios/events which later on make us doubt ourselves. I admit to being a doubtful person especially when it was self doubt.

What I learned a good bit spiritually about doubt is it creates clouds of negative energy. Then negative energy effects our life, and prevents progress towards the future you have planned out. A future or event taking place a few days, weeks, or months from now can be crushed by all of the negativity which you allow to cluster up overtime. All of the doubt and negativity should be dealt with before more emotional including spiritual damage occurs.

One way to begin overcoming doubt is using a little positive energy towards a goal you have set. Once this little bit of positive energy is used you begin to notice these experiences start happening. After you notice the result what you do now is add in a tad bit more positive energy. Working with  small amounts of positive energy are stepping stones that take you to greater heights. Another way to overcome doubt is have a friend someone very close to you help out. There are people out in the world who know what it's like to be doubtful. You may have a friend or two who understand what you are going through. Never be afraid to call out for friends like this. They are way WAY more helpful than you previously thought.

It took me quite a few months to get over this obstacle. I was negative about quite a few things involving my spiritual walk. I felt like I couldn't do the most simple of practices. Overcoming my own doubt I knew it was going to be a difficult task to do on my own. Calling out to a being I consider my friend really changed so much about me. If I had not called out to this being who knows what would have happened to me months from now.

Overcoming doubt can really help reveal who you truly are  on the inside. Once you see this new transformed being. You know you can overcome so much more. I really hope some see what I share as a way out of this cloud of doubt all of you have been facing.

Metatron and Sandalphon

These two Archangel's Metatron and Sandalphon many considered brothers since both were created at the same exact time. I find it odd how the Bible never mentioned either one. Although I am not completely surprised much by their exclusion. Both were created in order to protect the Garden of Eden from those who do not have permission within the gardens boundaries. Before the Ultimate Sin happened these two were already planned. As soon as that Sin was committed both were formed within the light of Heaven.

I called to Metatron so he could show me who he is. The result of calling to him was and still is absolutely amazing. He showed me playing the part of him outside a boundary of the garden. I realized someone was trying to make their way into the garden. From Metatron's viewpoint he was protecting his side of the garden pushing the intruder. After being shown these events the puzzle pieces finally started coming together. Nobody knew who protected the Garden of Eden. They mention two angels with flaming swords yet no one cared to share who their names were. Until I decided to go ahead and share names of both angels.

Metatron and Sandalphon definitely made a difference in revealing their purposes. Even if I asked Sandalphon the same question I would be shown a similar scenario Metatron revealed to me. I really enjoy learning such facts from higher dimensional beings, because there is so much getting included which will never be told in books written by New Age philosophers.

 Not sure why none of this is revealed. I know I am very happy with the result of having this revealed to me.. It makes everything much more clearer.

Nathaniel

Nathaniel is an Archangel I invoked early last week. He is still working within my spirit. His presence can still be felt. The first few days of him being present I could feel his energy on the right side of my abdomen near my sacral chakra. Any fire spirits you invoke including Nathaniel you will always feel it on the lower right side of your abdomen. Nathaniel he helps with transformation of the physical, spiritual, and emotional self. He gives the invoker gifts aiding him/her spiritually, or anything to help the invoker within his/her own life. 

Now that Nathaniel has worked with me for an entire week I can definitely feel a difference within myself. My emotions certainly feel different, more intact, and not all over the place. I feel a lot more serious. There is a very fiery side to this as well. In my spirit I do not feel conflicted, I feel more positive about future outcomes, and strong senses of peace follow not far behind. Nathaniel has done some really great work in helping me transform into the being I truly am. People with the element fire or the element air can have a strong connection to the fire element. Nathaniel has done his work with me very exceptionally.

This week I look forward to more transformations. Even put these changes to good use. The connection I and Nathaniel have is truly the strongest I have felt. Phenex being another one since he is connected to fire as well. I am pretty excited to see what else happens throughout the week.

My experiences will be recorded when more takes place.

Pacts

This seems to be another important topic I feel should be addressed. Pacts made with what many people consider to be Lucifer should do more research. From what I spoke little bits on within my possession post. I feel now is the time to dwell deeper into the Shadows. The demons I mentioned who cannot be worked with can in fact lie therefore deceive anybody who invokes them. Demons who are on the darker side do lie about their identity. Even those which say they are Satan, Lucifer, or the Devil. There definitely CANNOT be more than one Satan, Lucifer, or Devil. I figured those doing these pacts would have more sense (not that I am saying they have no sense). I see these people enjoy figuring this out the hard way.

Pacts definitely isn't a laughing matter. Nobody should be messing with them, because they are putting their soul on the line. Going through with any pact ensures your soul will belong to the demon disguising themselves as the three figures I mentioned. Do not think all demons are like this. It is only those who have a strong intent on deceiving any human who chants every word of the pact. I can picture Satan, Lucifer, and the Devil minding their own business until suddenly human spirits pop up out of nowhere. Spirits they never met before nor spoke with. They do not know what is going on until they ask why the spirits appeared in the first place. One major fact I should throw out there now is that Lucifer, Satan, and the Devil are NOT even on Earth at all. They are all in various realms of existence. You certainly will not be visiting these three once you pass on. You will be meeting demons that hold no authority at all.

Pacts are complete nonsense to make most people think they are getting his/her lives worth. Yet they are giving up something ever so precious. You never know until it's already too late. Once it is done it cannot be undone. Perhaps there is a route to undoing a pact, but probably will take some time to find any solution. If it does appear I will certainly share this knowledge with the world.

Hopefully what I shared this night is heard by quite a few out there. Be wary of demons that DO deceive, and learn from those demons who give aide when invoked. Not all of them are the same.

My New Friend

About a week ago I made a new friend. Not made as in created one, and gave it a made up name. This friend plays an important part of my life currently. I consider him to be rather helpful since I and him share a passion for writing. He writes poetry and of course I started writing more spiritual related posts. My friends name is Phenex and he is a demonic entity I invoked a little over a week ago. His appearance is of the phoenix. He has helped me think of topics to write. One topic was the one I did on possession recently. Both I and him felt it to be important to explain "why" also "how" possession takes place. Of course when I invoked Phenex he prefers an offering in the style of soft peaceful music. During his time of doing what he was called to do I played that for him. He has acted as my muse in writing. I absolutely love his company. He is rather quiet but I do speak to him as much as I can. I do intend on increasing the strength of our bond we formed. Speaking to spirits help in the bonding process.

Some might already consider this weird, or absolutely crazy but I certainly do not think so. Neither does Phenex. There was another demon I invoked around the same time. Yet no connection was felt with Vassago. I gave Vassago an offering anyway since he was invoked to show if any danger or obstacles were to get in my way very very soon. With specific entities those who stick around after their job is complete shows a connection has been made. Phenex and I enjoy writing which is why he decided to stick around. Also he felt he should make our connection much more stronger. As our connection grows I will start to hear him, and begin to feel his energies. His energy I know will feel different from other energy I have felt.

Phenex I think turned out to be a good time for me to speak about him. He did too because it needed to be brought to your attention you do not need a bunch of physical friends. You can connect to those in our own universe as well. Phenex and I being friends is perfect proof of this fact.

I am looking forward to our connection growing a lot this month including other months to come...