Monday, October 27, 2014

Acting in Front of An Audience of Gods

With my spiritual journey it feels similar to auditioning, even acting out parts in a play that  happened in my life. The Gods that govern my life sit... watching me... waiting for my next move. Sometimes I do a little of this or a bit of that. Other times I feel their eyes piercing my soul, and keeping their gaze solely on me. I know I cannot hide from them because they still find me no matter what. The performance is a mess and completely scatter brained. There are abilities I know I can do. Then there are tasks I know I cannot do right away. It takes practice including better understanding of what needs to be done.

Visualization is hard for me to conquer when seeing myself draw on energy from specific sources. Visualization I can tell isn't my best suit. My spiritual dance I know isn't happening much. Physically I cannot dance worth a damn plus won't even try. Spirituality can be your best friend, later on will turn into the worst pain in your ass. Apparently there is some flow I have to keep with which some here and there told me.  Only path I am taking is one I paved for myself. Never will I take a path someone else attempts in paving for me.

I see this performance has to continue. Even as I feel it breaking apart little by little. My Gods still  watch me day and night. Waiting for my next move. I still see them there sitting. Still waiting, still watching, and being ever so patient. Why do a performance when I can write about it like this. Looks like I have no choice but to get through this spiritual performance to the best of my ability.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Magick Seals

Magical seals I deem to be another important form of framework within ones own spiritual growth. I have worked with a few myself. I had a friend pick which ones he thought would be good for me to try out. I tried the Planetary Seal of the Sun, Seal of Aratron/Saturn, and a seal from the Lesser Keys of Solomon. The Planetary Seal of the Sun calls forth the spirit of the Sun to help with spiritual transformation. I called him back to my spirit once again today I need him to help me transform even more. I gave the Sun spirit a long enough break to recharge himself. The seal of Saturn it helps in sensing spirits that are near you or nearby. The seal used from the Lesser Keys of Solomon helps obtain information through dreams.

The seal I used from the Lesser Keys was a tad bit difficult to draw since I do not write in Hebrew. I am hoping that I can remember who I truly am I have begun unlocking each of my abilities as best as I could. I will still try no matter what. These seals specifically the Lesser Keys seal and the Sun seal have proven to be rather helpful. Still needs to practice with the Seal of Aratron some more. I can sense my friends spirit when he comes to me, but other spirits I have not really had the ability to sense yet. In a matter of time once I adapt my spiritual senses to greater heights seals will be a lot more helpful.

Magical seals can call upon spirits of the 4 Elements, from the different planets, from other dimensions. It is best to take heed when using a seal to make sure you are choosing a seal that is easy to harness. Today I may look into more seals from the Lesser Keys of Solomon to call upon the spirit of Air. I was born under the Air symbol and I am sure it will be rather simple to achieve. My Fire element is kind of hard to work with on myself. But burning someones Solar Plexus is easy. I may be able to learn a lot more from these seals even more as this point in time. I will mention my progress with these seals every now and then maybe. If I feel it is the right time to share more of my experiences.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Respect the Dead

All of us have lost loved ones in the passing years. People we were very very close to, those that took care of us when we were little, those that gave us good life lessons we will never forget so on and so forth. Some of my readers probably remember the updates I did on my great-grandfathers brain surgery August of last year, and the horrible news I had to share with you all about how he passed away from the tumors returning and therefore taking him March 13th. I do find it hard to talk about him but now I am a stronger person to talk about those we loved so dearly and therefore lost to this world.

Just because they are gone they can still hear us and see what we do. I remember from reading the Kybalion and the very first principle which is the Principle of Mentalism states that everything we see even what we do NOT see around us is part of the ALL. The ALL is a Universal Consciousness in which everything is created. When our loved ones pass away and are not here physically they become part of the All which includes the stars, planets, trees, sand, grass, flowers etc etc. I am not making up some story to calm you down from losing someone that meant everything to you. This is a better understanding of how our spiritual world works.

You can still talk to them and communicate with them. You do not need a Ouija board so please do not try that (considering Ouija is necessarily not a toy). Even the homemade ones. You can just talk to them as if they were already here sometimes you may get an immediate answer not long after you talk to them. Most of the time you need to develop the senses to understand how they are able to communicate with you. You will get familiar smells/scents, an item of their's could show up out of thing air. Ways in which spirits communicate is pretty shocking (in the good). It can be scary but never be afraid of what you cannot see. Learn to embrace it know they are there.

I thought a good bit on if I should write this blog post or not. Today I finally decided that growing spiritually does require some explaining to those who may not be growing spiritual. Or those who may even thought of growing spiritual. I think I spoke on almost everything I felt the need to get out in the open so I could clear the air. I hope you all have a good day.