I know some might not see this as a good thing, and ask me why would I get rid of something I enjoyed. Well for one thing I did enjoy at first. But I forgot one thing. The more you worry about something you end up feeding it all of the negativity from your ego which brings this scenario to life. I learned to not worry about government corruption as much, because for one thing I know it is there all the time. Since I know it is there. That is it. It's presence is known so just move on from it. I need to focus on myself and finding out who I truly am. Look to my new spiritual path I am laying out for myself. Worrying about something that may never change is not going to help my decision. I gave up my group to my admin told them my decision and reason for giving it up. They understood but was sad I had to leave. Leaders must make sacrifices even if it is sacrifices they are not ready to make.
The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.
I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.
The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.
The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.
I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.
The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.
Good post, Nicole. I know what you mean. I'm well aware of government corruption and the things going on in our world. However, if I focus on it, I'll get depressed and think what's the point to even continue on. So I keep informed on what's going on, but I remind myself to be here now. I have no idea what's going to happen tomorrow. I do what makes me happy, and I continue pursuing my dreams, regardless of all the crappy things happening in our world.
ReplyDeleteHey Rebecca,
DeleteI don't know what could happen a week from now or in the future. That is what I decided to do was make a decision that would make me happy. I did and it feels great. No reason to let things that are happening in the world affect me. I know I can find a way to help, but not with how I thought I was.
Thank you for commenting. :)
-Nicole
I agree with Rebekkah. I do my best to keep moving on and stay carefree, but I do try to be aware of what's going on. I really wish I could escape sometimes and get away from everything. My writing does that for me.
ReplyDeleteHi Kelli,
DeleteI know what you mean when you want to escape and get away from everything. I felt that over a week ago. Being near people too much can have good effects and bad.
Moving on is a good thing to do when the time is right. I will certainly be informed on what goes on every once in a while. Not too much though.
Thank you for commenting. Glad to have a new face comment on my blog. :) Have a good day.
-Nicole
Hi Nicole,
ReplyDeleteI don't comment much but I felt compelled to this time. I just wanted to tell you about the most fantastic book I've ever read that deals with what's really going on in this world and with all of us in it. I read this book thoroughly at the age of seventeen and I am now fifty-three. Without a doubt it has been the most informative and spirit freeing words I've read in my whole life. It can be a complicated book but if you seek with all your heart to know the truth within its pages then you will know the truth and it will set you free. If you don't know by now, I'm speaking of the Holy Bible. Start at St. John and read about the Word that became flesh and walked among us.
Tina,
DeleteI believe in God but I consider myself spiritual. I have read the Bible, but it is more metaphorical. I do read it to get a good bit of information and understanding. I am looking to other beliefs and practices I can apply to myself to grow more spiritual.
My path I have made for myself I know I will get a lot out of it. Thank you for commenting.
-Nicole
It sounds like a time of positive change, though change of any sort isn't always easy to deal with. Looks like you've got your head in the right place though - may you keep on learning and growing x
ReplyDeleteHi Zenobia,
DeleteI am sorry for the late reply. I haven't been feeling like getting on much in the past week. But I agree with you any change usually is never easy to deal with. I am glad I walked away from negativity that would have caused me to crash and burn. That is one situation I had no choice but to turn away from.
I am starting simple and I intend on working my way up to learning different things. Hopefully I will learn a good bit I can apply to my life. It is good to hear from you once again.
Have a great week. :)
-Nicole