So Many Choices.

I somehow realized all of the different practices that are in the Occult. You cannot believe how long of a list there is. I never knew there was a practice such as Animism it is a belief that Buddhists, Hinduism, Paganism, Neo-Paganism is where this can be found it. Animism is knowing that animals, plants, rocks etc. all have a spirit within them. Everything on Earth has life in it and that involves energy. Without energy everything would fall apart, people would be getting sick left and right. Energy is what helps us thrive including keep us alive.

Totemism sounds pretty familiar to me. When I had seen this I automatically thought of Native American Totem Poles. How on different Totem Poles there are specific Totem Animals. Each animal has a particular type of wisdom and we must learn the wisdom of the animal totem we have. I am not sure what my animal totem is I haven't really tried even though I am highly interesting in finding out mine. Native American spirituality is very interesting. I enjoy how they respect animals and treat them with the utmost respect.

It is kind of hard to find out which ones I would really like to get into. There are so many... I am sure I will come across something interesting. I am friends with a Shaman that has taught me quite a bit about energy. I already knew of how meditation helps in healing our chakras and balancing them out. In turn our chakras are points that indicate the different organs in our bodies. With how I started meditating like I have. I never get sick anymore which is really cool. But with meditating you must cleanse and balance so you can prevent ailments from taking place. I find Shamanism rather interesting. I accepted gods that I knew were already here with me my entire life. Gods that intend on protecting me from all harm.

With my guide he is being kind of hard-headed and I opened up my Third Eye, and Throat Chakras as much as possible in order to be more in tune with his realm. I guess I will also have to open up my Root Chakra to ground myself better. Grounding I think is important in meditation even a friend who can sense chakra energies even told me I needed my Root opened. I did open it for a little bit a day ago, but I could tell I exhausted myself when I opened my Third Eye and Throat. I am glad I have the hand of meditation now. Just need a way to increase my vibrations to completely open them.

For now I feel like I just need to take a break from all of this for a little bit. Not my blog but pursuing various practices I can get into. After searching for a while it can get kind of tiring. Hopefully whichever practices I choose I know it will be worth it. We will just have to see.

An Interesting Connection.

Last night as I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep. I had some intuitive thinking going on. I realized I never made an important point I know I should have shared with others. One that would make absolute sense and even probably breath a great deal of truth. I remember reading over the Emerald Tablets (this is in correlation to that post). When Thoth began to speak about the sons of Atlantis. How they all went to different ends of the Earth to share their knowledge. Hopefully by now as I just explained it this is beginning to make sense.

The sons of Atlantis could have a very VERY strong connection with the gods and goddesses of other cultures. This even explains the most amazing forms of architecture that is still technically standing today. Even though some have become lost through the years due to sedimentation or vegetation overgrowth. Thoth we understand is the Master of Mysteries. The other sons of Atlantis have varying skills and a grand title that many do not know of. Thoth is only one that I know his grand title which is the Master of Mysteries. He knows knowledge man could not know themselves. I can tell now that there is connections starting to be made. Connections that I am beginning an understanding of which I did not need to make while reading the tablets.

Even after reading the Emerald Tablets it is like what you read from them sticks with you. The words are engrained within your psyche so when you realize something you remember something like that being said in the Emerald Tablets. Especially how Thoth begins to say statements such as "keep my commandments", "do not alter the words I speak of" statements that Jesus Christ made Himself in the Bible. Jesus has the same amount of power as the other gods and goddesses have. They all have that same authority over us, but they all need our love and positive energy. Once we give them love and that positive energy they spread that love to us as well.

I couldn't keep these words back anymore after having it come to me last night. Many think that this is a theory(which it isn't by the way). The Emerald Tablets reveals mysteries to the most dedicated of students. I am pretty dedicated always going back over the same tablets I read, or go after another tablet and read from it to understand its secrets. Thoth I know did an amazing job with the tablets. I also am willing to learn even more from him, because the more I learn. The more I intend on sharing with others. Now you all will have to wait even a tad bit longer before I come across another mystery revealed to me. I understand you want it to happen now... but.... things do not always happen as quickly as you want them too. I had to learn that from personal experience.

Blessings to you all from the Light of Thoth. :)

My Spiritual Protectors.

This blog post will only be about the two spiritual protectors who I found out that have always been here. Although I never knew until now. I hope some of you will at least believe that there are those out there. Who are truly here to protect us from what can harm us not only physically but spiritually. If a lot of you remember the post I did on the 6th and 7th including 8th Books of Moses. Moses himself brings to us the realization of the Greek gods and goddesses existence, because they have always existed. Even the gods and goddesses of other beliefs as well. They were there the whole time yet a lot of us completely ignored them. While others were brought into believing in those Gods and Goddesses.

Recently I made a strong connection with Thoth and Anubis. Both Gods represent a strong foundation within Egypt. It does feel a tad bit awkward but I am going to adjust because they are here to protect me from harm.I do not care what others think. It is their own fault for not opening up their higher consciousness to something more. Some do not even get out of that bubble they are trapped in to even realize we have other gods that love us. Wait till you reach the other side then you will know what I am talking about. Hell even the Catholics believe in not only God and Jesus but also the Virgin Mary. I accept anybody's beliefs but if they are bashed for them by other people then that is just wrong.

I am glad I am a being that is here to at least try and get everybody to see the clear BIG picture. The Gods and Goddesses deserve a lot more respect than what most are giving them. Especially the two Gods I know that is in my life. We can see them if we want to. It is not that hard. We can always call out to them when we need someone to talk to, or to ask for advice on a situation we are stuck in. That is how the Christian God works too, He does the same thing the other Gods and Goddesses do as well. They all have the same amount of spiritual power.

Hopefully my experience at least gives some of those who do not believe in the other Gods and Goddesses a chance to realize there isn't only one God or one Goddess. There have been Gods and Goddesses all over the world, because they actually were everywhere. If you have any questions please feel free to ask me. I am still learning as I am on my spiritual journey. I will share anything I experience with you all, because some people need to hear what is really going on.

Emerald Tablet of Thoth the Atlantean

Some may have heard of the Emerald Tablet of Thoth, and you are probably wondering why Thoth isn't who many thought he was. Atlantis is a long lost civilization and this is the original home of Thoth. A man by the name of Doreal interpreted and translated the Emerald Tablets as Thoth gave permission for him to. Thoth warned that nobody is to change or take away or add to these tablets. The wrath of Thoth will be on that person. A few parts in the tablet talking about the history of Thoth. What I noticed is how he said a few statements that Jesus Christ said in the Bible. Especially how we are to not take away, add to, or change any of its scriptures. This is another link in which gives light to the existence of gods goddesses.

This is a hall Thoth speaks of. This hall is known as the Halls of Amenti. A second tablet explains these halls, also what is contained within them. Beings still reside within the Halls of Amenti . Thoth talks about the Halls of Amenti is used for the chosen ones to  become one with a human body. This is where reincarnation happens. Within the Halls of Amenti a flower began to blossom and grow. The more this flower grew the more of the darkness was driven back by the light this flower gave off. This flower is known as the Flower of Life. There are books which talk about the Flower of Life, but may not be on key with the Emerald Tablets explanation of this flower. 

Thoth also tells of the Ascended Masters which guide us from the darkness into the light. I could tell from my journey through life I was in the dark, but something brought me into the light. Any master of light gently guides those I assume were assigned to them. This year must be when more people are going to be led into the light. Mainly since a shift in consciousness will take place. The most impressive thing about these  tablets is that they are imperishable, also resistant to all elements, corrosion, and acid. All of the Emerald Tablets had been formed from a substance which was created through alchemical transmutation. Those secrets that Thoth has shared with the world can prove very useful to the most serious of students. I find these tablets to help myself understand a civilization that was close to being extinct. The Atlanteans including Thoth boarded on his masters ship, and escaped Atlantis before the sea swallowed this ancient city whole.

(Also when I mean ship. Not a spaceship. An actual ship that floats on water.)

Just thought I would briskly point that out. :)

Another part I read which involves the Atlanteans how they made it to Khem (Egypt). Thoth has the children of Atlantis separate to each part of the world. Thoth himself goes to Egypt and this is where he remains until he incarnates into Hermes Trismegistus. A lot of great ancient structures we have come across in the passing decades were masterfully crafted by the Atlanteans. So this pretty much solves the mystery of who built the Pyramids of Giza, Mayan temples, clearly every complex structure man himself could never accomplish on his own.

I myself find the Emerald Tablets so fascinating because they unlock secrets each time they are read over. I suggest people who haven't read the tablets to do so. You can actually Google the tablets and find pdf's of them. None have been altered from what I see because Thoth did leave a pretty clear warning to those who tried to alter any of the words being translated. I hope you found this post rather informative, and I really would love to see others learn from it.f

Return Of My Long Lost Love.

There was a c.d. my parents got me when I was about 6-7 years old. I always love the music on that c.d. it always made me cheerful, and the beat was so overwhelming I loved it so much. After the original copy was lent to someone and I never got back. It really tore me apart I absolutely loved that band to death. Never thought I would ever get it back again. Because some c.d.'s are never re-issued, but quite a few months ago I found out the c.d.'s they made over the years were actually being re-issued on there website. I kept meaning to get it but after the bands website changed I could not find the c.d. Mainly because the Oceania tour The Smashing Pumpkins did was over at least I think so. I did get one of their other c.d.'s recently and it is called Oceania once I listened to that c.d. I started to remember the wonderful beats I absorbed as a kid.

I always loved The Smashing Pumpkins I have a lot of different bands I consider my favorite. The Smashing Pumpkins I absolutely fell head over heels in love with. Their music always made me happy especially their song called Beautiful. That song always made me feel as if I was beautiful. That no matter what I am a beautiful person on the inside and outside. Even if people would say otherwise. That c.d. I had when I was younger I finally got around to ordering me another one off of Amazon. I actually just got it today and I am listening to the song "Bullet With Butterfly Wings". By the time this post is over I will be listening to a different song on the c.d. There are some of the songs I listened to then and didn't really like, but now since I have a stronger taste in music the songs are absolutely awesome.

I know I may seem pathetic gushing over a band and their music, but I understand a lot of people may feel the same way. There is always that one band that will always be there for you, and make you smile even during the worst of times. I am overly joyed that I actually have this c.d. again. A lot of people probably will think I was supposed to be talking about a person in my life coming back to me. But long lost love's do not always have to be people it can be something you had a long time ago pop back up in your life again. If there is a guy who can sweep me off my feet, then he can show up if he wants to. :)

Learning The Ways of Tarot.

I decided to order my very first tarot deck. The deck that caught my eye the most and I felt more drawn to is the Golden Tarot deck. I was really wanting to get an Egyptian tarot and the Hermetic tarot decks. Somehow I didn't feel as connected to those as I do with the Golden Tarot deck. It comes with a nice booklet to help interpret the meanings of each card, and it even interprets the reverse meaning of the card. I decided to do my own reading myself last night once I became comfortable doing one. I did learn a good deal from my personal reading. I understood that I am worrying about something that is hindering my spiritual walk. My emotions are getting in the way as well. Even though I may feel this way about why this friend of mine made this decision it has nothing to do with me. I cannot change another person's behavior because everybody is different, and everybody changes everyday. I must focus on myself and push those emotions that are hindering my spiritual growth out of the way such as anger, jealousy, envy etc.

Just by simply reading the cards this way I am starting to better understand myself. The number 7 card in the Celtic Cross Spread I did for my personal reading last night actually deals with a person I am to come across soon enough. Not sure when they may show up, but all I know is it will be soon. I am going to learn how to read Tarot cards based on elements that are within each card. In my tarot card deck it has Coins, Wands, Swords, and Cups. These four items represent the four elements Earth, Air, Fire, and Water. A few cards I could easily tell it had the element based on a horoscope I am familiar with such as Pisces the fish, Taurus the bull, Leo the Lion etc.

In the passing days I really intend on learning a lot from my Tarot deck. My sisters were not even enraged when they had seen them. They asked me to do a small reading from them, but I explained how I only just got them. Tarot does take quite a bit of practice. It may seem difficult because of the signs, symbols, and the Major and Minor arcana themselves. Those symbols can be learned. Hermetic Tarot definitely would have been advanced for me. I am glad that I bought my first deck of tarot cards.

Once I master this deck I definitely plan on browsing for a new deck.

Choosing My Own Path.

I know some might not see this as a good thing, and ask me why would I get rid of something I enjoyed. Well for one thing I did enjoy at first. But I forgot one thing. The more you worry about something you end up feeding it all of the negativity from your ego which brings this scenario to life. I learned to not worry about government corruption as much, because for one thing I know it is there all the time. Since I know it is there. That is it. It's presence is known so just move on from it. I need to focus on myself and finding out who I truly am. Look to my new spiritual path I am laying out for myself. Worrying about something that may never change is not going to help my decision. I gave up my group to my admin told them my decision and reason for giving it up. They understood but was sad I had to leave. Leaders must make sacrifices even if it is sacrifices they are not ready to make.

The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.

I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.

The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.