So Many Choices.

I somehow realized all of the different practices that are in the Occult. You cannot believe how long of a list there is. I never knew there was a practice such as Animism it is a belief that Buddhists, Hinduism, Paganism, Neo-Paganism is where this can be found it. Animism is knowing that animals, plants, rocks etc. all have a spirit within them. Everything on Earth has life in it and that involves energy. Without energy everything would fall apart, people would be getting sick left and right. Energy is what helps us thrive including keep us alive.

Totemism sounds pretty familiar to me. When I had seen this I automatically thought of Native American Totem Poles. How on different Totem Poles there are specific Totem Animals. Each animal has a particular type of wisdom and we must learn the wisdom of the animal totem we have. I am not sure what my animal totem is I haven't really tried even though I am highly interesting in finding out mine. Native American spirituality is very interesting. I enjoy how they respect animals and treat them with the utmost respect.

It is kind of hard to find out which ones I would really like to get into. There are so many... I am sure I will come across something interesting. I am friends with a Shaman that has taught me quite a bit about energy. I already knew of how meditation helps in healing our chakras and balancing them out. In turn our chakras are points that indicate the different organs in our bodies. With how I started meditating like I have. I never get sick anymore which is really cool. But with meditating you must cleanse and balance so you can prevent ailments from taking place. I find Shamanism rather interesting. I accepted gods that I knew were already here with me my entire life. Gods that intend on protecting me from all harm.

With my guide he is being kind of hard-headed and I opened up my Third Eye, and Throat Chakras as much as possible in order to be more in tune with his realm. I guess I will also have to open up my Root Chakra to ground myself better. Grounding I think is important in meditation even a friend who can sense chakra energies even told me I needed my Root opened. I did open it for a little bit a day ago, but I could tell I exhausted myself when I opened my Third Eye and Throat. I am glad I have the hand of meditation now. Just need a way to increase my vibrations to completely open them.

For now I feel like I just need to take a break from all of this for a little bit. Not my blog but pursuing various practices I can get into. After searching for a while it can get kind of tiring. Hopefully whichever practices I choose I know it will be worth it. We will just have to see.

Choosing My Own Path.

I know some might not see this as a good thing, and ask me why would I get rid of something I enjoyed. Well for one thing I did enjoy at first. But I forgot one thing. The more you worry about something you end up feeding it all of the negativity from your ego which brings this scenario to life. I learned to not worry about government corruption as much, because for one thing I know it is there all the time. Since I know it is there. That is it. It's presence is known so just move on from it. I need to focus on myself and finding out who I truly am. Look to my new spiritual path I am laying out for myself. Worrying about something that may never change is not going to help my decision. I gave up my group to my admin told them my decision and reason for giving it up. They understood but was sad I had to leave. Leaders must make sacrifices even if it is sacrifices they are not ready to make.

The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.

I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.

The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.