I know some might not see this as a good thing, and ask me why would I get rid of something I enjoyed. Well for one thing I did enjoy at first. But I forgot one thing. The more you worry about something you end up feeding it all of the negativity from your ego which brings this scenario to life. I learned to not worry about government corruption as much, because for one thing I know it is there all the time. Since I know it is there. That is it. It's presence is known so just move on from it. I need to focus on myself and finding out who I truly am. Look to my new spiritual path I am laying out for myself. Worrying about something that may never change is not going to help my decision. I gave up my group to my admin told them my decision and reason for giving it up. They understood but was sad I had to leave. Leaders must make sacrifices even if it is sacrifices they are not ready to make.
The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.
I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.
The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.
The other blog I had for exposing government corruption I deleted it. I see it nothing but an obstacle I charged right through. It felt as if all the group and blog did was weigh down on my spiritual growth. I need to be apart of this spiritual awakening, and I know I certainly will benefit from it. Looking to other beliefs and practices can actually help me find better ways to expand my consciousness, learn to use healing energies, feel comfortable in my own body and spiritual walk. Even using particular items that aids in growing spiritually such as amulets/talismans.
I just gave my group on Facebook to my admin. He can do whatever he wants to do with the group. I was thinking about this a month ago, but now I made a good decision. Most might not think so but I definitely know I decided on this decision. With my spiritual walk I know I will be heading in a good direction. At work I have not been scheduled any hours this week since another associate returned from college. So I am looking for a second part time job elsewhere. Unless they want me to do Full Time then I will accept that instead.
The spiritual shift a few friends of mine have talked about I can actually feel a shift in how I perceive things now. At first I was so indecisive about so many things always second guessing, underestimating myself, unable to go after something I know I may get a lot out of. Choosing your own path is not that hard after a good deal of pondering on it. You should just go for it.
