Acting in Front of An Audience of Gods

With my spiritual journey it feels similar to auditioning, even acting out parts in a play that  happened in my life. The Gods that govern my life sit... watching me... waiting for my next move. Sometimes I do a little of this or a bit of that. Other times I feel their eyes piercing my soul, and keeping their gaze solely on me. I know I cannot hide from them because they still find me no matter what. The performance is a mess and completely scatter brained. There are abilities I know I can do. Then there are tasks I know I cannot do right away. It takes practice including better understanding of what needs to be done.

Visualization is hard for me to conquer when seeing myself draw on energy from specific sources. Visualization I can tell isn't my best suit. My spiritual dance I know isn't happening much. Physically I cannot dance worth a damn plus won't even try. Spirituality can be your best friend, later on will turn into the worst pain in your ass. Apparently there is some flow I have to keep with which some here and there told me.  Only path I am taking is one I paved for myself. Never will I take a path someone else attempts in paving for me.

I see this performance has to continue. Even as I feel it breaking apart little by little. My Gods still  watch me day and night. Waiting for my next move. I still see them there sitting. Still waiting, still watching, and being ever so patient. Why do a performance when I can write about it like this. Looks like I have no choice but to get through this spiritual performance to the best of my ability.

An Interesting Connection.

Last night as I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep. I had some intuitive thinking going on. I realized I never made an important point I know I should have shared with others. One that would make absolute sense and even probably breath a great deal of truth. I remember reading over the Emerald Tablets (this is in correlation to that post). When Thoth began to speak about the sons of Atlantis. How they all went to different ends of the Earth to share their knowledge. Hopefully by now as I just explained it this is beginning to make sense.

The sons of Atlantis could have a very VERY strong connection with the gods and goddesses of other cultures. This even explains the most amazing forms of architecture that is still technically standing today. Even though some have become lost through the years due to sedimentation or vegetation overgrowth. Thoth we understand is the Master of Mysteries. The other sons of Atlantis have varying skills and a grand title that many do not know of. Thoth is only one that I know his grand title which is the Master of Mysteries. He knows knowledge man could not know themselves. I can tell now that there is connections starting to be made. Connections that I am beginning an understanding of which I did not need to make while reading the tablets.

Even after reading the Emerald Tablets it is like what you read from them sticks with you. The words are engrained within your psyche so when you realize something you remember something like that being said in the Emerald Tablets. Especially how Thoth begins to say statements such as "keep my commandments", "do not alter the words I speak of" statements that Jesus Christ made Himself in the Bible. Jesus has the same amount of power as the other gods and goddesses have. They all have that same authority over us, but they all need our love and positive energy. Once we give them love and that positive energy they spread that love to us as well.

I couldn't keep these words back anymore after having it come to me last night. Many think that this is a theory(which it isn't by the way). The Emerald Tablets reveals mysteries to the most dedicated of students. I am pretty dedicated always going back over the same tablets I read, or go after another tablet and read from it to understand its secrets. Thoth I know did an amazing job with the tablets. I also am willing to learn even more from him, because the more I learn. The more I intend on sharing with others. Now you all will have to wait even a tad bit longer before I come across another mystery revealed to me. I understand you want it to happen now... but.... things do not always happen as quickly as you want them too. I had to learn that from personal experience.

Blessings to you all from the Light of Thoth. :)

My Spiritual Protectors.

This blog post will only be about the two spiritual protectors who I found out that have always been here. Although I never knew until now. I hope some of you will at least believe that there are those out there. Who are truly here to protect us from what can harm us not only physically but spiritually. If a lot of you remember the post I did on the 6th and 7th including 8th Books of Moses. Moses himself brings to us the realization of the Greek gods and goddesses existence, because they have always existed. Even the gods and goddesses of other beliefs as well. They were there the whole time yet a lot of us completely ignored them. While others were brought into believing in those Gods and Goddesses.

Recently I made a strong connection with Thoth and Anubis. Both Gods represent a strong foundation within Egypt. It does feel a tad bit awkward but I am going to adjust because they are here to protect me from harm.I do not care what others think. It is their own fault for not opening up their higher consciousness to something more. Some do not even get out of that bubble they are trapped in to even realize we have other gods that love us. Wait till you reach the other side then you will know what I am talking about. Hell even the Catholics believe in not only God and Jesus but also the Virgin Mary. I accept anybody's beliefs but if they are bashed for them by other people then that is just wrong.

I am glad I am a being that is here to at least try and get everybody to see the clear BIG picture. The Gods and Goddesses deserve a lot more respect than what most are giving them. Especially the two Gods I know that is in my life. We can see them if we want to. It is not that hard. We can always call out to them when we need someone to talk to, or to ask for advice on a situation we are stuck in. That is how the Christian God works too, He does the same thing the other Gods and Goddesses do as well. They all have the same amount of spiritual power.

Hopefully my experience at least gives some of those who do not believe in the other Gods and Goddesses a chance to realize there isn't only one God or one Goddess. There have been Gods and Goddesses all over the world, because they actually were everywhere. If you have any questions please feel free to ask me. I am still learning as I am on my spiritual journey. I will share anything I experience with you all, because some people need to hear what is really going on.